I USED TO BE SO VAIN-NOW IT’S 5D IS FOR ME

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Awareness as a Sacred Act: Living the Call of 5D Consciousness

5D consciousness isn’t just about being “awake.” It’s not a trendy buzzword or a spiritual status symbol. It’s not a place you arrive and rest. It is an ongoing state of awareness—a sacred responsibility to remain present, clear, and aligned with a truth deeper than fear. It’s about remembering who we are, moment by moment, and choosing to hold the light in a world that is remembering with us.

We are far more powerful than we’ve been taught. Our free will alone is a testament to that. And the more we awaken to this power, the more we’re called to use it responsibly—not just for ourselves, but for the collective.

Let’s begin with the landscape.

From 3D to 5D: A Simple Breakdown

3D consciousness is rooted in survival, fear, and separation. The world feels black-and-white. Time appears linear. Identity is shaped by ego and form. Life is something that happens to us.

4D consciousness is the bridge of awakening. We begin to question, to seek, to remember. Spiritual curiosity opens. We explore healing, duality, and energy, though ego can still influence the journey.

5D consciousness is unity, presence, and love. We understand time is not fixed, energy is the foundation, and fear is a programmed response. In 5D, we no longer just seek awareness—we live it. We are no longer ruled by attachment or control. We remember that we are creators.

My Journey to the Flame

I was born with a sense of awareness, though I didn’t fully recognize it until 2006. I had abilities—subtle, sacred things I couldn’t explain—but it wasn’t until that year that I began asking the bigger questions. Why am I here? What is the purpose of all this?

There was a quiet spark inside me that whispered, there is more. And that spark grew.

After the birth of my first child in 2007, words began to pour out of me like medicine. I found myself writing in ways that moved those around me. It became addictive—not for ego, but for wonder. What else is possible?

I spent hours at Barnes and Noble, reading everything I could about consciousness, energy, and the unseen. Meditation became my lifeline. Through it, that small spark became a bonfire. When COVID came, I first heard the term “5D consciousness,” and suddenly everything made sense. I had been walking toward it my whole life.

A Visitation That Changed Everything

In 2018, I got very sick. The kind of sick that brings your greatest fears to the surface. I was diagnosed with cancer, and the fear was overwhelming.

But I was blessed with something most don’t live to tell.

I had a divine experience—an encounter with what I know as Source, God, Creator, the Lord. There are many names for this energy. For me, it appeared in a form similar to Jesus. The moment lasted maybe one minute, but it has lived inside me with perfect clarity ever since.

I was shown three truths:

Time is not real. It just feels that way.
Love is all that exists. Fear is an earthly concept.
Dying is waking up. It feels like a relief.

At the time, I didn’t have the language to explain it, but I understood it completely. I was safe. I was loved. And I was reminded that fear and ego were human tools, not truths. I was shown that those I love—even the ones still here—were already on the other side, waiting. As if we had all already lived this lifetime and chose it together to remember something vital.

Of course, I still feel fear. I’m a mother. But now I understand that my fear is based in love, not separation.

What Free Will Really Means

Free will is more than choosing what to eat or where to go. It’s the sacred ability to shape reality. Each choice creates a different outcome. And the more we become aware of this truth, the more intentional we become with our lives.

I use my spiritual team daily. I go within. I ask my inner compass—my light—to guide me. And above all else, I check my intention.

I always ask, “What is best for all involved?” Then I let go. I trust.

It’s also vital to remember that while we can guide our own free will, the will of others is not ours to control. That’s why the light within matters so deeply. When we embody it, others will feel it. They’ll want to remember, too. And when they ask, we’ll show them—not by force, but by example.

Your Awareness is the Light

This moment in time is not accidental. We are here now, not to fix the world through fear, but to remember the light we carry and to live from it. 5D consciousness is not about escape—it is about full presence. It is the remembering of unity while living in form.

This path isn’t about being perfect. It’s about choosing awareness again and again. That is how we shift timelines. That is how we create peace. That is how we lead others home.

Five Questions for the Awakening Soul

1. In what moments of your life have you felt a knowing that there is more to this reality than meets the eye—and how did you respond to that knowing?

2. When fear, judgment, or ego takes the wheel, what practices or inner reminders help you return to the awareness that you are the captain of your own ship?

3. How does your understanding of free will shift when you recognize it as a sacred power tied to conscious awareness, not just choice?

4. Can you recall a time when you chose awareness over reactivity, and how that choice shaped your reality—for you or others?

5. If you believed your presence alone could ripple light into the collective, how would you carry yourself differently each day?